And it wasn’t just because it’s apart if my everyday uniform, or I’m being fake about it. It was a true blue smile. I had a great day today! I truly did. Even though I got major sunburn, and will now look like a retard at work, I enjoyed my day. I was able to just get away from my thoughts, my worries, struggles, and have just fun. Things may not be right between us two this very day, but maybe there is hope for our future. New day, new outlook on life. Things will never go ‘as expected’, so enjoy the now and the little things that bother you at that moment won’t seem so bad tomorrow. I have changed. I’ll admit that. The only change is that I have grown stronger. I have listened to everybody’s b.s for way too long. I’m twenty. Your opinion I will respect, cause you will have an opinion wether I like it or not. But I will make choices for myself. I’m young and will make mistakes, it’s guaranteed! So I learn from it, and find out how I can better myself from that experience. All in all, I had a GREAT day at the beach, with him and our friends! And if you can’t accept the fact that this guy still makes me smile and good about myself, even after all the shit that I had been put through, then you can go suck a big donkey dick. Nobody is perfect, Hannah Montana should have taught you that! (:
I am so so sorry that I want to go have fun, be a teenager, go to the beach, and not be home sitting on my ass all day like I do ALL THE TIME! Its my day off! Lol jk I’m not sorry. I’m twenty. Like you tell me ALL THE TIME. All you get to have is an opinion. So I am choosing to go to the beach, I am choosing to have fun and enjoy the sun. Don’t try to make me feel bad cause you said no too many times before, it truly doesn’t work on me anymore. I have to take risk, and if they work out I can be happy. And if they don’t, well I’ll be wiser next time around. I have my whole life ahead of me, mistakes and heartbreaks, happy memories and fun filled nights. Let me enjoy the little things while I can. (:
